Hello.

Animal Planet can make you cry. Seriously.

Anyway, for some reason or another, I want to grow up. I want to be 20-something with a job - probably as a painter, fashion designer or an animal activist.. or all three - while living in a super cool house and being a foster mom to a couple of tiger cubs. Or a chimpanzee.
I hope I live to see this day, 'cos you never know when you're gonna just drop dead and disappear from this world.

I wonder, if life doesn't turn out that way and when I'm in my twenties and stuck with a boring old office job, will I look back and long for my childhood?

Okay. That would suck a lot.

I've been doing really stupid stuff in school this term. For example, I take down notes in science, geography and history class. Probably doesn't sound very dumb, BUT.. I am basically rewriting the whole textbook in an exercise book. A total waste of energy, paper and ink, right? Not to mention unnecessary callousing of fingers. But somehow, it helps that at least I'm paying attention(more of to the textbook than the teacher) and taking in stuff.

I have a Science online test this week. I'm not very sure when it is, but I think I wrote it down somewhere. OK, never mind the exact date, I don't even know what topics are in, due to my feverish writing of notes combined with the enormous lack of interest in the oh so interesting Science teacher. Oh well, I guess that I'll just wing it. I'm probably in for some major failing, though. Oh well.

I am a very dehydrated girl, I think. Chapped lips, dry skin, headaches - telltale signs. I don't count the number of cups of water I drink a day, but I'll bet anything I drink less than half of 8. Ice cubes obviously can't really replace their liquid form, but I keep stuffing them into my mouth every time I get thirsty. That is, when I have a freezer within reach. It's a really bad habit, I know. But as habits are, it's hard to break.

I have 15 minutes left till Hannah Montana starts. Wait. Hannah Montana.. Samantha Who?.. Hannah Montana.. Hmm.. I guess that I'll watch Samantha Who? if I've seen the Hannah Montana episode before. If I haven't seen that episode, then never mind. I'm not really following the Samantha Who? show anyway. Just that it's funny.

I guess I'd better go pack my school bag for tomorrow and get an ice cube to chew on.

Bye.