Hello.

Today was okay. Not great, just okay. My dad picked me up in the morning to send me to East Coast Park because that was basically the only way I could reach there in time, that is, before 7.10. Real nice of him :)

Last Friday, I volunteered to make the ice kachang sign and I totally forgot about it until last night. So had to rush to the very crowded Jurong Point to get to Popular and bought this board thingy. You know the one made of plastic but is built sort of like cardboard? That one. After I got home started painting the ice kachang and stuff and fell asleep at 11.

Anyway, I had crowd control and rubbish cleaning duty today. Crowd control was okay cos people weren't really pushing against those flimsy tape barrier stuff. But there was one freaky part - this green thing was sucking my blood. Screamed, told ma'ams and ran over to red cross first aid station. Eww.

Zany Parade was pathetic(my class, I mean). Our cheer was like a pledge. I didn't take part. Siti won first place for the 3km cross-country.
I want to take part next year, in both the Zany Parade and cross-country. Because then, I won't have to do duty. Muahahahah.

Okay I don't feel like laughing.

After the utterly disgusting litter-picking, I went cycling with 5 NPCC friends. We got 3 tandem bikes between us and I went with Syafiqah. It was a bit weird and wobbly at first, but we got it, eventually. Cycled a while, had fun.. and then, we got scolded by Ms Terry. We pretended we were returning the bikes and after they left, we cycled to the food court. Bought Nasi Lemak, ate then it started to rain. Drizzled at first, and then it poured. Went to return the bikes after we finished our food. Got wet. Asked the others who were still eating to get our bags then went home, through the rain. Got very very soaked. This is getting boring. I shall stop. I hope I'm getting sick. Please, please, please.

I don't know if I am okay or not with the marriage. Is he too young? Is he a danger, to me I mean? My grandma keeps telling me that. Today she said something like "blablabla... before he rapes you."
I am freaked out. Is she warning me or cursing me? Because every time the topic goes to this relationship, she'll say that. And she always says all men are bastards/fuckers. Yesssss. She says the f word. I'm seriously pissed at her. Come on, like, give a girl some hope can? I don't wanna grow old and die alone.
Ugh. I don't knowwwwwwwwwwww. Shit man. My life sucks.
I miss my dad. I like him better now. He might be taking me and my brother to Jakarta, where his wife got called to to teach, during the September holidays. :D

OH, and my parents are letting me go for Singfest if I have someone to go with. That person needs to be going with an 'adult' I think. Ah, hope I can go. Panic at the Discooooo!
I think I might just die over there.. sigh...

Bye.