Hello.

That day I apologized to my grandma through a letter and she didn't accept the apology. AND she accused me of fucking because I used the word. Hmm.
Well, if she wants to be that way, then suit herself I guess.

Anyway. I have found someone to obsess over. But he's a rockstar. The cutest, hottest swoon-inducing(hehe i just like the sound of this term) rockstar. I've been watching videos of him and his band on Youtube and ohmygod, he is so freaking cute. I like his eyes. And his laugh. And his smile and sense of humour and (you might be grossed out, but yeah) his body. God. I desperately want to see him in person. Singfest was not nearly enough. It was sort of stupid on the second day.
I think I shall pray very hard every day that I get to meet him one day and then every single day after that. Hehe.
I envy those German girls on Youtube who got to be with him for more than two minutes and actually talked to him and taught him some German. D:Plus, he looked like a marshmallow in his jacket! How cute is thaaaaaat? Omg I love him <3

I am sad.

Ayesha.