Hey.

I'm happy today.

It's the last day of school and I feel like a huge load's been taken off of my shoulders. Two months of heaven, baby! OK well that was just a generalisation cause I still expect some stuff to go wrong during that period of time, but I hope it'll be mostly good.

Oh, and guess what? Even though my exam marks weren't brilliant, I managed to place 2nd in class. That was highly unexpected, but I'll accept the fact, anyway!

There's this prize money that's gonna be given to the top 10% of the cohort - $500 for the first 5% and $300 for the other 5. I was 31st out of the 314 Sec 1s, so I'm the last to be in the top 10% I think. Whew.

I hope they're giving this thing in cheque or cash and not Edusave. I wanna spend it on myself. But I'll be putting it in my bank account first, I guess.

This is how I'm planning my holidays: I'll spend the first few days finishing all my homework so I won't have to worry about it on the last few days. Hmm, but maybe I'll leave the projects and tough stuff till the middle of the hols; probably early december. The rest of the time I'll be doing a lot of painting, going out or just slacking. And maybe read my sec 2 textbooks? Doesn't sound very appealing to me, but I suppose I should get a headstart in my studies if I want to do better next year. I should also work on my new year resolutions for 2009. Even though I never actually work on acheiveing those goals, it makes me feel good to have a list of them. Makes me feel like an organized person with ambition.

I can't believe it's already the end of year one in TKGS. I mean, it feels like I just got into sec 1. Oh, but PSLE feels as if it was ages ago.

Don't you find it funny how the past seems so unreal? As if it never really happened. As if we're all just imagining that it did. As if there is no such thing as yesterday; only now, today. Life certainly is a mystery, and I think I actually like it that way.

Oh, I'm getting all weird and stuff.. But maybe weird is good?

You've got to admit, it feels good to be different, to not submit to peer pressure, or being what society believes is normal, to stand out in a crowd or just think in a different way from others. Oh wait, perhaps this is just how I think and not everyone else.

You know, a few nights ago I was telling people in my dream that my mom was dating Paul McCartney.
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Bye.