Hello.

I haven't been updating and i'm not particularly sorry. I've decided that I'm not gonna be sorry for being who I am. I'm just gonna be contented with what I am and only improve myself for myself and not because others want or expect me to.

I haven't been very religious, and i'm not sorry for that. I haven't been wearing tudung and I have been missing some prayers. I've decided that I'm not ready to try to understand religion. Maybe when I'm older and more mature, I will. But not right now. I know that I was in a muslim school for 6 years, not including kindergarten, and I should understand Islam and all, but I don't. I haven't really been one to just absorb everything I'm told. I've been cynical, I've been disgusted with some islamic laws, I've even ever hated the prophet. And this was started before I even thought about dropping out of the madrasah.

At this point, I just don't care about what people think. I'm going to be who I want to be. Not that I'm gonna go really wild or anything. I'm just going to do what I feel is right.

Anyway, my mom's getting discharged on Tuesday. I've been staying at my grandmother's place and it seems i'm not really allergic to the cats anymore. Hmm. Anyone going for the FOB concert? I want to, and the parent's aren't stopping me, but it's a school night and I don't wanna drop dead in school. :(

Bye!

PS, I wonder if brendonurie on Twitter is actually Brendon Urie. Anyone knows?