Hello.

I feel kind of horrible. Not looking forward to school tomorrow at all, although I guess NPAP will be fine. You know, there was actually supposed to be training four days of this week - yesterday from 1 to 6, today and tomorrow from 9 to 6 and Saturday from 1 to 7.30(I think). My squadmates and I were all so happy that we were gonna miss two full days of studying plus one half of Wednesday for training, but some retard went and changed the schedule so we wouldn't miss too much school. Damn you, whoever you are. Isn't getting to skip school part of the point of NPAP?

:(

Yesterday's parade was good and bad, because for one, some school didn't come and reserves(ack I hate calling myself that) filled in for them. Therefore, I got to march in the contingent and did not sulk at the grandstand. Ma'am Clarice didn't come so we have no news whatsoever about whether we are getting into the top 40. Like fuck this la.

I was originally in the 'good' half when they divided us into two different groups based on performance weeks ago. Everybody in the good half got into the top 40, but I missed the selection parade and I didn't. Ugh unfair, much?

Yeah anyway. CmPS is such a chore. At this point we are surveying people about our topic and we can't survey TKGians or something. Yesterday we asked the VS people to fill it up for Sharifah's group, which was doing something on YOG. They were surprisingly enthusiastic. Especially this dude who didn't actually get to fill up a survey since we ran out of them. Hmm. Maybe we can just ask them to fill up all our surveys la.

Today Syadza and I went to Parkway. Saw two people from NPAP on bus 31. This cadet inspector sat beside her after I left and I saw this VS dude who was right by the door just as I walked out. Didn't get to say hi though. Hurhur. As if I would; I don't even know his name.

Tomorrow's the last training before the actual parade on Saturday. Ma'am Clarice better be there sia. Got to get my uniform ready now.

Bye.

P.S. I realise that NP is all I ever talk about now. Probably cos it's taking over my life and other details of my life seem kind of insignificant in comparison. Things are gonna change after this week though. So sad.

P.P.S. I have a math test tomorrow and I am deeply pissed. Damn it, I was supposed to miss it lah bloody hell.