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Thursday, 23 July 2009 @ 21:54
let's build ourselves a fire

Hulloo.

It's been almost a week since I updated. Although it's not like I've been very busy. I think I've just been too tired.

I feel so worn out right now. I hate that I am so deprived of sleep that I conk out right in front of the teacher's desk and get lectured about learning to spend my time at home wisely. I've tried caffeine, and I found it induces this restless high in me. It's like I feel tired but not sleepy, and I really can't stop fidgeting. It did the same to Syadza the other day. I like that I tend to be more attentive in class because of coffee, but buying it everyday just burns a hole in my wallet.

We've got NAPFA tomorrow! I really cannot be bothered with all this. I guess it's not that much, but the thing is, I'll have to bring my PE attire along tomorrow. In addition to that, I've gotta pack my PT kit for NP too. I get so tired thinking about this. The 2.4 route has been changed. Instead of running 6 rounds around school, we're running along the service road, through the carpark and stuff. I haven't gotten the chance to try it out yet. I heard it's easier cos this time, there aren't ups and downs in the way, but it sounds longer. I dunno.

CAs are next week. Like what the hellll. I can't believe it's already been five weeks since the holidays ended. In all honesty, I am still in the holiday mood. Sigh. I guess I always am. I think, that I've got to learn to take things more seriously. I realise that I may be too laid back, and my mantra which used to be 'don't sweat the small stuff' has evolved into 'don't sweat the big stuff either'.

Urgh.

Okay anyway, today I went to the library with Syadza, Fiqo and Haifaa. We attempted to study, but I was way too distracted. Some funny things happened. Then we left. We took 31, where we met Natas(yet another person from NPAP), back to Tampines. Syadza complained that her eyes were sinning. Apparently, the couple behind us weren't very strict on PDA. Haha.

Took the train to Boon Lay, where my mommaye was waiting for me. Starbucks again. I think this is my third Caramel Frappucino in two weeks. Eeek! That's $16.50 worth of blended ice. My mom bought me a new hairband too. Sparkly. We bought tickets to watch HP on Saturday. Kiasu or whatttt. Hahaha. Actually this is gonna be my second time watching. I know it's not exactly thaaat worth it, but whatever. My mother wants me to follow so I shall. I still missed some parts of the movie anyways. No harm in re-watching it.

Okay NAPFA is tomorrow! Better try to rest.

Byeeee.