Hey.

Been staying at Khalis' place since Wednesday. It feels good to be home, but I feel kinda terrible about everything :(

My mother's in hospital again. Yes, because of another manic episode. Yes, it's the third time this year. Yes, it sucks. But this has lost all its novelty already. I am sick of worrying about her not coming back, what she's doing where she's going this should be the other way around for goodness' sake! All I really feel now is annoyed. Annoyed that she doesn't care enough to take good care of her fragile mental health, take her meds, get enough frickin sleep, not get overly excited about things and feel 'creative'. Yes, life sucks right now. But no, I can handle it.

Anyway, what I plan to do today:

- Paint.
- Go running.
- Look for vegetarian recipes.
- Take a nap.
- Eat my fruits.
- Drink 8 glasses of water.
- I don't really know where this is going.
- Breathe.
- Forget about things.
- Decide if I'm going tmr or not.
- Listen to music.
- Feel happy.
- Not regret today.

Bye.

PS, Breakfast was goooooooooooooooood.