Hey.

School is depressing. You are depressing. Everything is depressing. But I refuse to be depressed. I also refuse to be too high, if this makes you feel better.

I've been having cramps all day. I don't like this, but at least I know to come prepared in case of emergencies tomorrow. The pains coupled with script-checking did nothing to boost my morale today.

My results annoy me. I've never failed a major exam before (well, technically we've only had one set of major exams before this..), but then again there's a first time for everything I guess. This fail was for history, which turns out to be the subject that people were doing better in. It's frustrating, but surprisingly i'm not too.. Idk. I'm not going to cry or worry or feel like jumping off a building. I'm just a little exasperated with myself. Geography wasn't that much better. English was okay, considering the fact that not many people got As. Sigh.

Okay that was the main reason I came to blog, but I don't really want this site to be so full of rants about school and results. I shall readjust my focus.

I'm currently in the mood to just type stuff and listen to music I haven't put on since I broke my iPod months ago. It's interesting how music can change your mood, take you back to a certain moment.. Urgh I suddenly feel so nice like heeheehugyourarmsshrugdeepbreathsmiletoyourself nice with this bowl of soup in front of me and Priscilla Ahn playing. I like her! Her voice is probably like the most soothing thing I've heard. Ahhhh I want to sit here like this all night, forget about real life and not go to school tomorrow please please please! This moment just feels so right I don't even believe I felt like shit earlier today.

On a different note, post its were a brilliant invention. I've developed a reliance for them now. I doodle on them, write weird quotes on them, put reminders on them, use them as bookmarks, bring a pad of them around in my bag... You'll find plenty of them just stuck on my walls, mirrors, in my notebooks, even on picture frames. They're pretty much all over my room, really. Other than the fact that I'm not exactly saving the trees here, I likeee :D

Kay. I seriously took my time on this post. This Providence's playing now. Dan Young's so sexy. But David Blaise wins hands down, duh.

Bye people please don't stress don't stress don't stress there's so much more to living. Life can be happy if you want it t be.

Peace.

P.S. Many many thank yous to Darren and Isk for being so clueless about The Body Shop, but getting me a gift from there anyway!