I know this sounds stupid, but I'm actually kind of looking forward to this coming week. It's not that I think I'm going to ace everything, cos trust me, I am probably more unprepared than you. I guess I just enjoy the exam period because the atmosphere is so.. focused. I mean, you only bother about one subject, maximum two, a day and you don't feel so harried, disorganised. And for the most part of the day you're just sitting in this quiet bubble that is your desk, exam paper and your mind. And you give it your all (or you really want to anyway) because it's important. I love how even though you're so absorbed in your answers and your brain is working so fast you can practically hear it buzzing with all this energy in the form of thoughts and lines memorised from textbooks, you're just frickin' aware of the time. Then if you finish your paper before time runs out, you're just like "hell yeah". And you most probably go to sleep. And if you're not done, well you panic for a while, regret, then you're like, screw it it's over and go off to study for the next paper.

Oh and I love how I always, always get so bloody shocked when the invigilator suddenly says "15 minutes more" or whatever. Because after about an hour and a half of silence and internal discussions with your brain, any form of outside noise sounds like a freaking gunshot. I'm serious. My heart starts racing and there's this sharp ache in my ear. Like even when I know it's coming.

Hahahahaha okay I am weird I'm sorry.

Hmm I think I also love how you feel so purposeful, you know? Like you go to the damn library, sit down and study like omgah. Syadza and I barely talked on Friday cos we were so totally into it. I'll probably be spending the next 5 afternoons the same way.

Okay carrot cake callz!