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Ayesha, 15

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Friday, 4 June 2010 @ 20:11
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Hi.

I had an interesting dream last night. There was a scene in it where I and a bunch of random friends from all over the place were being hunted down and it was irrationally terrifying, but at some point during the whole ordeal, I stopped us all to explain to them about lucid dreaming. It was disconcerting, because even as I was telling them that running was pointless because 'don't you see how ridiculous everything is? It's obviously a dream', in a way, I wasn't actually aware that I was dreaming. I guess it's sort of like lucid dreaming within a not-so-lucid dream? Hmmmm.

I got really excited about the lucid dreaming thing, because I recently read up on it and decided I wanted to learn it this holiday. And what better time right, since I'm not bound to any particular sleeping routines during this period and most probably won't be in any rush in the morning. Anyway, this lucid dreaming is amazing. At the highest level of lucid dreaming, you could actually learn to be in control of your dreams because you are aware that you're merely asleep. Seriously, what kind of awesome shit is that?!? Hahaha.

I think that last night's dream was also partly influenced by A Nightmare on Elm Street, because the characters become aware that they're dreaming and all, you know?I just watched it yesterday and it was actually pretty terrible in my opinion. But terrible or no, it still leaked into my dreams anyway, just like the other movies of the same name that I watched when I was younger.

I also watched the first half of Inside, a creepy French film with cringe-worthy gore. The first two minutes of it already made me doubt if I had the guts to carry on. I did (carry on that is), and ended up watching the protagonist, who is heavily pregnant, get punctured in the navel with a pair of scissors by this strange woman who wants her baby and tries to perform a bloody Cesarean right in her own bed. I also saw a man get stabbed in the back of the knee and then the groin and then the face by the same strange woman, and the mother of the protagonist had this stick -idk what it was- thrust right through her neck. She spurted out (and I mean SPURTED) a whole shitload of blood onto the walls before she collapsed and bled herself out :S Yeah anyway, the strange woman appeared in my dream too.


I put myself through really unnecessary horror.

And then I rave.